God, Have I told you lately?

Dear God,

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

Oh the morning sun in all its glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
And you fill my life with laughter
You can make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine
Like the sun at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine
And it shines like the sun
At the end of the day we will give thanks
And pray to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

Take away my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Fill my life with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do.

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In Loving Memory: 1 Year 2 Months

My dad was the fixer upper in the house last time. He knew how to fix broken and leaking pipes, he knew how to change plug heads and would come up with all sorts of solutions to mend all our household things. He knew what screw or nut or tape that needed to be bought. He was amazing.

For the whole weekend, our phone line and internet was out. We couldn’t get a dial tone. I thought of my dad all weekend. Last time, I probably would have been dead angry that the internet was down but this time, I just let it go. I thought of it as a welcome break since this is the only way to get me away from the computer. I thought if my dad was around, he wouldn’t have allowed this to happen. He would have certainly got the technicians to check on the internal wiring of the telephone system immediately if I had told him that was the problem.

I will never forget in 2006, when my father helped me combine two computer tables together. I was quite sad and upset then and even though he was weak, he helped me construct the table by taking apart our metal one and fixing it to the wooden computer table that my mother wanted to use.

I cherished that moment because my father was so smart. He assessed the situation and since we didn’t have the appropriate nuts and bolts, he drove out to buy some. He did it because he didn’t want to see me upset and I knew it must have taken a lot from him to help me. I sat there and tried to take advice from him, yet he did most of the precision hammering and screwing and after we were finished, I fell in love with the table even more because of what we had achieved together. It was how I had wanted it, practical and useful and the most important thing was that my father and I did it together. I will never forget it. He was really the most amazing handyman.

Here are the pictures of the table:-

He did it out of love and to appease the situation. He was always like that. Right to the very end, he strove on and did not think of himself… to save us, some times he bore it for us. I am not lying. I can safely say, right to the vey end, he saved me when people were unreasonable.

Thank you Pa for drinking that packet of Ensure for me. I know it must have taken so much out of you. I’m sorry if I begged and whined and pressured you but I know you did it for me, for us. Thank you, Pa. Thank you.

It saddens me but I will be replacing the computer table tomorrow. I have postponed the changing of the table for many months now. As ugly as it is, I have loved using it every minute. I know I will regret it as the new table is much smaller. It wasn’t my decision to change it anyway. To other family members, they do not know the significance of the computer table and neither will they ever understand the significance. This table means a lot to me.

I am so afraid some times by replacing these tangible things that I will slowly forget my father. Already, Spider Solitaire is missing from my desktop. It has since we changed our new computer. I know Papa won’t be hurt but happy that we got a new computer and the new table. But still, the thought of replacing this computer table makes me so very sad.

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The Bible is a Work of Art - Literally

God's Amazing Work of Art

God's Amazing Work of Art

When Christoph Römhild, a Lutheran pastor in Hamburg, Germany, sent Carnegie Mellon Ph.D. student Chris Harrison a list of 63,779 cross-references between the Bible’s 1,189 chapters, the two became enthralled with elegantly showing the interconnected nature of Scripture. Each bar along the horizontal axis represents a chapter, with the length determined by the number of verses. (Books alternate in color between white and light gray.) Colors represent the distance between references. Graphic by Chris Harrison, Carnegie Mellon University - Source

How beautiful is that!

Light Tents & Lights - The Perfect Photography Studio

Since I do some product photography, I thought it would make sense to build my own light box and have my own studio in my house.

I started reading up sites like:-

- Studio Lighting - Super Simple Light Tent
- How To: DIY $10 Macro Photo Studio

And thought, well simple enough. I proceeded to collect the materials I needed and improvised a bit:-

- A Box
- Mahjong Paper
- A Movie Poster (The House Bunny, in fact!)
- Lots of Cellophane tape
- Scissors & Blade

And what I got was this:-

Now you know why I failed art. I wouldn’t have minded this cheap alternative had it not been the fact that it was impossible to store anywhere. I was worried about tearing the mahjong paper. It was already so flimsy and I had cello taped everything and I couldn’t keep it in the cupboard with my other things not knowing where the box had been so it was a mess.

I then decided, enough was enough and I would just go ahead and purchase a proper light tent. I bought an 80cm one thinking bigger the better.

I opened it and to my horror, it was gigantic! Seriously, I could fit inside it comfortably if I sat cross legged.

Anyway, I tried to do some initial product shots but realised that it was too dark in my room and in the light box. So today, I went to IKEA to find cheap lights, thinking I should budget in RM60 (USD19) per lamp. I was thinking of a desk or stand lamp. Lamps that I could easily store away. The deal with all of this is that I need an easily stowed away, portable product photography studio.

I went there and found spotlights that you could clamp to surfaces for only RM16.90 (USD5) so I bought two of those. The cheap 25 watt bulbs I got are not energy saving. The cost of an energy saving bulb is twice the price of my spotlight. Eep. So my friend who had accompanied me justified it by saying that I should test out the lamps first just in case rather than to waste the money buying only to realise that the lamps don’t clip on or something.

The plan was to clamp these spotlights to my tripods. I thought of that idea. Quite ingenious, I must add. Not knowing if it would work when I had bought the lights, it was only a fleeting thought, I waited anxiously to go home to try out my plan and it worked!

The spotlights clamp securely onto the tripods so now, I have adjustable spotlights which are so much better than table or stand lamps anyday! Not only is the height adjustable, the spotlights also swivel! What a bargain!

The good thing is that the spotlights are made of plastic and are light so even if I were to put in energy saving bulbs in the future, the tripods should be able to handle the weight.

Next, I wanted to see if the lights made a difference or helped my product photography in any way. Somehow, it seems like my homemade light box beat the one I purchased for a hefty RM120 (USD34).
I’m not sure what to make of the light tent I bought. Is it ‘cos the material is too soft or see-through? Is it because I need more lights? I’m not sure. It would seem that 25 watts is not enough for such a big light tent so I may change it tomorrow for a 60cm.

Shots of my Creative Zen Vision:M with the purchased light tent:-

(The light tent comes with 3 other coloured backgrounds besides just white. The other colours are black, red and blue. Quite handy in my opinion but because it was folded up, you can see squares. I think they may need ironing).

The next two shots were shot without the use light tents and with the spotlights trained on the objects:-

The next few shots are of my light tent and the results it produced:-

Doesn’t it seem like my homemade light tent did better? I think ‘cos the background was opaque.

I wanted to show you the size difference of my purchased light tent and of my homemade box:-

Do you see the size difference? I was thinking I may have large items to take but seriously, that light tent I bought is massive and can’t even fit on any table in my house. Also, I would need stronger and more lights for such a big light tent. That’s my guess, anyway. Any thoughts?

A Fresh Start

Over the last few days, I have been erasing posts from pigduck.com. I used to have 500+ posts, I now have 130+ posts.

It’s been a long time coming and I actually feel quite good about it. When I first deleted some of the posts, it was almost therapeutic because it’s like letting go of the past. Right now, I don’t feel quite as euphoric because it’s 4:30am. Not only that, I realised about an hour ago that I deleted my Documents folder on my computer - all 101 GB of it so I am attemtping to recover it now. Yes, although I want to declutter, that is a rather drastic move.

In Loving Memory: 1 Year 1 Month

Yesterday, we celebrated Olivia’s 1st month of being at Alexis. She was adorable and slept through most of it. Throughout the party, I wished Papa was around to be there, to carry Olivia around and be the proud grandfather like I know he would be. I missed him.

Mariah Carey - I Stay in Love Video

My opinion:-

- Underwhelming

- The lip syncing is bad. It’s not in time. It seems to be laggin’ no?

- ^Maybe she shouldn’t have sung along to ISIL and just done the story. It might’ve been better.

Lindsay Lohan in Georgia Rule (Review)

When HBO started airing promos for Georgia Rule I made it a point to watch. However, all was forgotten till a half hour before the movie was to start. Phew! Made it!

My first impressions were really how gorgeous Lindsay Lohan looked. Every ensemble she wore flattered her in the most admirable ways. She has the most amazing hair in my opinion. I love her hair! I loved the outfits she wore. I mean, it just looks effortlessly great on her.

In Loving Memory - 1 Year 4 Days- New Birth & Living Hope

Tan Pok Suan 1st Anniversary

It was my mistake for not uploading this picture here on the exact 1 year anniversary of my father’s passing. This actually appeared in our local newspaper on October 1, 2008.

Lindsay Lohan & Samantha Ronson - Happiest Place on Earth

So, Lindsay Lohan and Samantha Ronson were at Disneyland recently… to get into the Halloween Spirit. I cannot help but smile at the two of them.

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