• pigduck
• Jun 30,2006
• In: Rants

Lying Low

I’ve decided as of today that I will lie low on the boards. I’ve been pretty active over the last few days, making a few points and to be honest, there’s only that much arguing one can do. I’ve already stated my points, loud and clear and there’s no need for me to repetitious.

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I am finding it awfully hard to write about myself or even my thoughts down over the last few weeks. Maybe you have noticed?

It could be that I have gone into tabloid mode, wanting to report on other people ‘cos their lives are definitely more interesting than mine but I also know that I have chased away a lot of people who actually want to read this blog for me. Isn’t that touching? I know, I can’t believe people would actually want to read about Worrisome Wendy. Or Wonky Wendy… whichever floats your boat.

Whatever it is, I haven’t been thinking that much or maybe there’s just nothing to report on… ‘cos my life is as bland as ever… or I’ve just been shying away from the realities of my life.

Someone said to me recently that maybe I should start dating ’cos that might help me. I’m not sure a guy is an answer to anything. I don’t want it to be anyway.

These people think I need socialising. Like a dog, I need to be exposed more to other people so that I won’t be afraid of them.

I tend to objectify the things that I fancy.

Formulating sentences is difficult today. As you can tell, I am totally struggling… let me talk about something else.

Since the last time I wrote, I gave a run-down on my social outings with friends…  here’s another run-down:-

Tuesday I had lunch with a friend. Bought back goreng pisang (banana fritters) to the office. Yumm… These are the nice type. I got a tub of flapjacks from M&S too.. yeay!!

At night, I watched two very bad Jennifer Love Hewitt movies consecutively. The first was Truth about Love… I only caught the ending. Jennifer has an odd British accent and it was like her voice was dubbed. Her voice is strange.

I watched her second movie in its entirety. It’s called “Confessions of a Sociopathic Social Climber.” The title reads very much like chick literature, doesn’t it? Actually it does follow that formula but it was just a bad movie. She was the executive consultant… not sure what that means and the acting was not particularly stellar. Her voice again, although less odd, still seemed like it was dubbed. Hmm… it was a made for TV flim so maybe that’s why the production was only mediocre. 

Wednesday, there was no cell so it was all good. Went out for dessert with a friend. We had cakes for dessert.

My dessert was this rich chocolate mousse that would melt in your mouth. It had a velvety taste. It was heavenly. I believe it was called Lavande. Something easy to say and to recall.

My friend had a strawberry shortcake mousse thing. It tasted tangy and fresh. Very nice.

I had lavender tea which was supposed to soothe and relieve some nerves. I don’t recall which ones… It tasted like potpourri! hahaha

My friend had lemongrass tea which was meant to alleviate spasms. hahah… apparently, she said she could feel herself less spastic after the tea. HILARIOUS!

Thursday there was no bible study so woopee! Yes, I stayed at home and played Upwords which my sister bought my sister for her birthday. I think she heard about our nightly Scrabbles so thought Upwords would be fun. Upwords is a difficult game. I was getting very tired so was snapping at my sister. Ooer…

I have been feeling very tired of late. Not sure why.

So that was my week.

My dad won an air conditioner at a charity golf tournament yesterday. His friends were just as shocked because well, my dad’s not particularly that healthy yet and he still came out champ in his category. I know, quite unbelievable. We were just as stunned. hahaha… well, praise God anyway!