I know I’ve become a bit complacent. Spending time with God just hasn’t been my utmost priority for the last few months.
I can say though without a doubt that God’s been around and I know He has been.
He has been my guiding light and I know I’d be lost without Him.
The events of the last few days and maybe weeks have proved that I did not fear with decision making instead took it on with some amount of wisdom and maturity. Although yes, I did have fears and doubts but overall, I knew what I should be doing. But God has other plans that are yet to be unveiled and all I can do is patiently wait. Ok, patience shouldn’t be the word here. Maybe the word is anxiously wait but I know where I stand and my decision no matter what happens.
Yesterday, changed all that though. Something new popped up yesterday that made us all reel in and focus on God and His strength once again. I remember the events of the beginning of last year when my dad was terribly sick and suffering, where our faith was stretched and tested but God revealed His love for my dad and for the family. It went beyond a physical healing but also a transcendence of peace and a miracle. Hope was restored even though still shaky and peace was evident… Most importantly, confidence in God reigned. So no matter what happens in the next few days, I have those promises and signs to hold on to now.
Last year, I understood spiritual battles and that God is in control. I know I’m not and I know a lot of us pretend like we are in control but sorry to break it to you friend, we’re not.
I have to say I was pretty amazed at how things were laid out for me. I can’t speak for others but I will say that I have had to make some decisions over the last few weeks. Somehow, even though I was confident of my choice, it wasn’t enough to stop God. In stead, my decision seemed to grind to a halt and things got delayed that made me wonder what was going on until yesterday. God is sovereign. He knew what was going on and he slowed the process down to make sure I wouldn’t regret my decision. Thank you God.
It proves to me that God is in control… I believe there is purpose in everything that happens even if we don’t understand it. Perspectives I guess…
I will elaborate when I have more time. I do intend to include a few new sections to this website.
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