In Loving Memory - 2 Months and 15 Days

When I was little till now, I had always said a standard prayer. “Heavenly Father, thank you for good weather today. Lord, please give us good health and keep us healthy… ”… that was one of the standard lines I said… every night…

Some people may feel that God had not kept his end of the bargain but I was never angry at God. I never raised my fists to God and scream, “DIDN’T YOU HEAR ME?!”

I remember thinking of that prayer when my father first fell sick.

Some people said that God had a purpose for my father to fall sick. Others condemned my father and said that he needed to renounce his sins and that he must have been quite the sinner for God to punish him. I was horrified at that statement. How could someone else judge and say that my father ‘deserved’ this sickness? Others said that it was a privilege to be sick because then you could be a testimony.

There were so many bible verses quoted out of context … if it were me, and maybe my father thought along these lines without ever expressing them … but if people said it to me, I would think in my mind, “Well, I don’t want to be privileged and I don’t want to be used by God…” and I would fall on my knees and beg for forgiveness to send the pain and suffering away…

I learned one thing throughout this whole process that no one deserves to go through pain and suffering. As much as we’d like to think that after accepting Jesus Christ as our Lord and Saviour, our life will be fine and dandy and we might be spared from the consequences of sin, we are never spared. Sin is rampant in this world. It is passed on through generations, in the soil and air that we breathe. We can’t escape it. We can be trapped by sickness or by depression or by abuse or by other vices… life is like that.

All we really have is hope in God, the belief that Jesus Christ died on that cross to save us. That there is something better out there for us and after this life is over… 

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